I will let my wife tell you, that I am probably one of the world's most optimistic people. I search for (and often find) the good in everybody and everything. And even when I come across some bad... I would much rather focus on something else, and keep reminding myself of the good.
Why am I bragging? I just want to let the irony of my next actions really set in with you.
I do what any good supportive husband would do.
"Let's not get excited until we see a Dr."
"There is such thing as a false positive... I saw it on the Internet, so it must be true."
"We don't know for sure"
"The miscarriage rate for first-time pregnancies is 15%, and it jumps to 60% in women with PCOS"
I could have ( and should have) stopped with the first one. That was all I NEEDED to say. That's all I really wanted.
Because of what we had been told, I suddenly adopted the motto: Hope for the best, but expect the worst.
Where was my optimism? Where was that good? Somewhere between "Honey, I'm home" and "Honey, I'm pregnant" I had wandered away from that sunny-side-of-the-street I had so faithfully been walking down most of my life.
Don't get me wrong, I wasn't hoping for the worst, but the geek inside of me had to know every possible outcome, and the chances of each. I shared some things with her, but tried not to say too much. I just wanted to be realistic.
We call the doctor for a confirmation appointment, and she says don't even come in, go straight to the OB/GYN.
So, it's off to the OB we go...
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This is from The Texas Mom and now I suppose the Texas Grandma. That sounds good. Add me to the baby sitters list. We are being very silent over here also but the excitement stirs !!!!! I am so thrilled for you two. What awesome parents you will be and how blessed that little one will be. Enjoy the journey.....once a parent always a parent.
Love ya'll
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